Thursday 15 October 2015

Falling in Love is Easy, Being in Love is Hard, Exception I | Alexander T. Damle

First Exception - Double Action Trigger
            Emile Henderson was born at 7:30pm on the 28th day of June, in the year 1995 in Rose Hospital, Denver.
            Emily Hanover was born at 7:30pm on the 28th day of June, in the year 1995 in Rose Hospital, Denver.
            Twelve days before their collective birthday, they meet for the first time properly in Roswell, New Mexico. At their first meeting, Emile wears a navy blue shirt and black jeans. Emily wore a black blouse and blue jeans.
            On the day of their collective birth, elsewhere in the world, Emily’s grandfather would pull three people from a burning building, while Emile’s grandfather was killed when he fell asleep a lit cigarette in between his teeth.
            Each has a birthmark in the shape of a triangle, Emile’s just below his right eye, Emily’s on her left pinky toe.
            Does fate ever feel a sense of irony, or is it simply chance and circumstance? Are these two so drawn together by birth and life and (eventually, it may be presumed) death as simply a matter of that being just how things go, or are deeper forces at work here, some driving engine, some godly ulterior motive?
            When each were sixteen they, unbeknownst to each other, passed each other heading down E470 between Denver and its International Airport, her on her way home from a trip to see for one last time a dying childhood friend, moved now to somewhere warm to pass quietly from this earth, he on his way to witness the birth of his uncle’s first child. As their cars passed each other, they looked out the windows at the exact same moment, and saw each other separated by a median, and though they do not now remember it, one moment amongst many, in this their fates were tied further, a second meeting, beyond the nursery. Their souls, perhaps, drew to each other in that moment of proximity, remembering fellow passengers on the bus from the beyond to that hospital in a Denver now long gone.
            In moments of ultimate life and death, what draws these two together? For souls, as is well known by now, do not travel by bus, but instead by idea and quiet words, the faintest suggestion of their very existence, uttered forth only, at least in the case of rational men, in Final Moments, caught in rainy neon-soaked back alleys, knife thrust quick between ribs, and the soul, here, in these last words, these last, dying demands of Something More, well here it truly travels.
            Every woman who Emile has ever fallen in love with (five, by his count) has been named Julia or Juliet or Juliane or something similar. Is it Freudian? Or has the word itself simply run amok in his head, as a virus?
            But Emily, she too is prisoner to a name, for each man she has loved (seven, maybe) has been named James, Jamie, or Jay. Does this then further indicate a binding of their souls? Or is maybe the suggestion of a virus more correct, some mold spore breathed in together in that nursery now leading to life choices just one slight variable off each other?
            By whatever means the two were drawn so similar, we can presume so too that they were somehow destined to meet in the way they did, when they did. And from this, we can also presume that it was natural that from their first meeting they would find it impossible now to break away from each other, tied at the waist, by friendship or some deeper force of nature.
            This is not a love story. Rather, it is the story of two people whose souls were somehow intermingled, aspects of humanity forgotten by God in one, overcompensated for in the other, so that, when they met and combined their respective lives and intellect, they became something far greater than the individual, instead molecular and spiritual simultaneously, a perfect devotion that holds past the end of Something, on through the end of Everything, right down until the great so-called Gods that exist just beyond our plane of understanding, creatures of dark matter or pure light, depending who you ask, will study this bond forevermore as a sigil, in amongst our world of hate and violence, of something good to stand long past the fall of our greatest symbols of Civilization.


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